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Righty! I am back home (safe and sound) and finally on a decent connection, a brand new, spanking PC as well as a long three months! (you heard it!!) leave before reporting back to Fort Louie in January 05. Sounds so far away but goodness, its a mere 3 weeks down the road.

So, home at last and trying to get things sorted out has been mega slow. I have been an absolute bitch around the house and mom and dad have been putting up with my lazyiness and getting up late for lunch. Its nice to have home cooked food served up when you wake up and I have been getting good, collected sleep though I wonder if its because the old saying "nothing beats your own bed" has something to do with it.

The pups (they arent pups anymore!) have grown so much since I last saw them in February and are past a year old. Bradley and Sandy are growing faster than either my folks or me had expected and Bradley is now starting to develop the traits I knew I saw in his dad when I bought the bradster. He is a great rottweiler to have in the house and just loves the couch next to mom and dad. He will be a giant by mid 2005 and I just cant wait. He is so loving, and caring but protective so, he will be great to have around the house. He will be a GIANT!

Sandy is an absolute NIGHTMARE! She is the energizer bunny re-incarnated. She has tons of energy, bounces on the lawn, and has a mighty big spring in her back legs and the temperment of a protective mother. She is always spoiling for a fight with the neighbours dogs but realizes she cant do much without bradley with her and seems content to scare the living crap out of Wanda's pet Shepard. She loves running around in circles and fighting with Bradster, pulling his ears, and jumping on him or ramming into him at RAMMING SPEED! God almighty what have I gotten myself into! Hahahaha....

The neighbours have been great since I got home. Everyone's been over and I have been over and been catching up with whats been going on in the neighbourhood. Three years is an awfully long time, given I didnt come home back in December last year as I was out in Fort Hood and then Benning. They have so many questions to ask and wanted to know what it was like, what was really going on and the younger kids wanted war stories and stories of heroism and the boys from the special forces. I think I probably gained about 20 IB since I got back! Seriously! Its been FOOD, FOOD and MORE FOOD. I have practically raided Taco Bell EVERYDAY for Dinner with Shauna and Colleen! God I am FAT!

Aman will be back soon although he did tell me he was thinking of leaving SF. He wanted to get into civilian life and although we talked alot about it the past year, I think I understand his reasons, given the amount of time he has spent out there and probably what he has been through. I just have never met someone like him, character wise, who was able to deal with so much shit in the world and especially the sort of work he does as an operator. They say good men are hard to find. I say good men are easy to find, but harder to keep! I am blessed.

Novalogic's Task Force Dagger: Finally! reached the top 50 in time spent in the circle although I have gotten absolutely BORED with the game. Mom has been bitching at me playing PC games all friggin afternoon in the basement but she knows I have alot of stress built up inside of me and generally leaves me to my own devices. I think everyone understands I am big enough not to be pestered about mighty trivial things like this. Might decide to end the TFD stint soon and move on to BHD.....We shall see.

 

Someone asked me if I war was everything everyone said it was: I honestly didnt have a one word answer to that. Wars are started by men who are generally politicians and never generals. They dont suffer personal losses nor do they confront the worst fears of a pilot getting shot from all sides of a valley at night.

Its the scariest thing you will ever face in your life.The fear you feel and need to pee yourself is as real as it gets. I dont miss it at all although I miss the missions and the chance to make a difference. I love the army but I love my life, my family and the things I have found, loved and gotten. Aman has been a wonderful "find" for me and its rare to meet, as I had said before, a guy who see's the world as he does.

I dont doubt that most special forces guys are like that; highly intelligent, proud, brave, and cheeky (!) but there are men in this world, and then there are MEN! He defines for me what I have always wanted and always needed in my life and I hope things continue on a path that makes everyone happy.

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What's New?
 
Loads! Leaving the army has crossed my mind although I told Pat and the guys I would make a decision after I report back in January 05. I am due to head out to Asia for a 2 week backpacking trip with Candice and Shauna and will have a chance to talk about it with them.
 
Got my masters, got loads of hours on the Hawk, so getting a decent paying job as a Civvie cant be a problem. Worse comes to the worse, I could head on out to New Zealand and get a job out there with Terry and Helen. Finally got BHD today although am having a pretty hard time installing it. Keeps freezing at 85%. Irritating!!!!
 
Photos: Our deployment and return home in October taken by mom & a great photo of Apaches taken by Poodle-Sec8's son who I think is out in Iraq or Kuwait.

Memories forever: Tamara Achulleta, my dear friend was killed in Afghanistan in an air crash in 2002. Although its been 2 years since her passing, I do keep in touch with her parents and brother Joshua and plan on visiting them when I am down in Oregon, hopefully sometime in January.

Tamara was killed while on an evacuation flight in her Air Force HH-60 with a PJ to assist and her crew after a distress call was sent by an SF team in need of assistance with a young child who was badly injured in an accident. She will be missed and forever loved. God Bless you Tamara.

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